Friday, June 10, 2011

that awkward moment when im talking to my ex, and feeling so happy he still remember what we've been through before, until the feelings come back. well ya know it just not make any  sense, at all.12

Tuesday, June 7, 2011


boy: I broke up with her. his best friend: What happened? Boy: She’s just too much for me. His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong? Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure.. His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see.. Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy! His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see.. Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby! His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see.. Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it. His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see.. Boy: Well, she..  His Best Friend: what?! boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me? His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.     ______________________________
_____________________     Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig?

You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
nothing's permanent, you just have to love it, while you still have it.

The worst moments in life

1)     not getting a text back
2)     " i'm fine. "
3)     cancelled plans.
4)     having a great day, only to hsve it ruined by someone.
5)     burning your taste buds.
6)     feeling sick and tired.
7)     " i'm sorry, what was your name again?"
8)     not getting enough sleep
9)     turning the radio station to the end of a good song.
10)  being ignored by people you care about.
11)  feeling alone in a room full of people
12)  falling on the test you studied so hard for.
13)  crying yourself to sleep.
14)  not being missed
15)  being replaced.
age is just a number. gender its just a body. sexuality is just a label. distance is just amiles. race is just a color. marriage is only paper. religion is just beliefs. looks are only seen. love? love is love. its unexplainable, but when you find it. dont take advantage of it. cherish every moment of it.
i wish that i had
never met you
then there would be no need to impress you. no need to want you. no need for loving you. no need for crying over you. no need for hearts breaks. no need for pain or tears. no need for forgotton promises. no need for crying myself to sleep. no neeed for acting like you care. no need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing  
do you think the memory will become less painful then?
a wise man sat in the audience and cracked a joke.
everybody laughs like crazy
after a moment, he cracked in a same joke again.
this time less people laughed.
he cracked the same joke again and again.
when there is no longer in the crowd.
he smiled and said
you can't laugh at the same joke again and again.
but why do you keep crying over the same thing
again and again?

we're  just couple of kids. but we really loved eachother, didn't we? :)

Let's start over. who knows? maybe this times, we won't mess up.


it's  sucks when you miss that person so much, that you  look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses and it brings a smle to your face, but then the hurts comes back and you know you sholdnt be looking back. but you cant help it because they really meant something to you and you thougt it would last.


do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? that her tears are not only to show how much it hurts but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? that she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did wrong? that when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep? that she can't throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocholate you gave her because you gave it to her? that whenevershe thinks of the "i love you" words you told her she muters "i love you, too" but she realizes she can't say it anymore? that is like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. you dont know what it feels like. you dont know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled, and its taken very seriously because, once girls love, a girls really love.